Morning Sunshine

"You know, it was really SHITTY of you to smoke my last cigarette. Oh, and never lie to me about how much money you spent. You told me you spent 30 when it was 54. We could have bounced something! Now I have to go to work early and stop by the store and get cigarettes. God."..... Rolling over, thinking I need to explain. Deciding against it. Saying nothing. What a way to start the day. Is it bad that I am not even mad? He is always critical, if I got upset every time I would be upset a lot. Now Rowan is hanging all over me and I just want everyone to leave me alone. maybe go for a hike. A nice quiet hike with no people. She is unpacking every bit of laundry that I just folded as I brood in hiding behind the bathroom door.